- My first potential chance to view my performance in relation to a global scale, to expand my ambition and consistently improve something - does playing FPS games like Valorant give me happiness? I think it just keeps my brain active to do things. I don't know. I'm probably only playing FPS games competitively until I'm like, what, 35 maybe? Then I'll probably ease off of it, find some other things to do. Find games that actually would persist for a while or can compound the same way that competitive FPS does. It's interesting to think about what I would have to do when I get to that point, but I'm sure my ADHD brain can find something new to hyperfixate on then 🤩