One thing I find interesting is the initial discrepancy between my different passions and interests. On one hand, I've grown up as a hardcore gamer for social and competitive reasons (see [[High performance in gaming]]) that would watch YouTube and impulsively do things all day. On the flipside, I have bouts of extreme maturity and altruistic-driven phases of productivity and creation (ex. I started from 0 web development experience to landing an internship at SAP in 2.5 years, I made the initial [[Ultimate Starter Vault]] launch in a month, read two books a week, etc). And I don't know what to think of this dichotomy of [[Thoughtful vs unhinged]] 🤣 Just kidding, after [[Getting diagnosed with ADHD]] it's given me clarity on better understanding this part of me.